May 2012- Thought it would be the best ever. Some of it was Heaven.
June and July 2012- probably not that bad to an outsider. Mentally? Limbo.
August 2012- Addiction. The worst kind. Could have died. Didn't. Hell.
September 2012- Not the bestest. Seeing the light.
October 2012- Some amazing moments I think.
I can dream. I can be kind of optimistic. It's hard, all things considered. I was fine last year...